I'm not even sure where or how to begin this. My mother is extremely mentally ill. She has stopped taking her medication, she has stopped eating, she has stopped drinking. She has lost over 100lbs in a few months and looks like death. She just spent 3wks in a mental hospital, to no avail. She has manipulated and treating her whole family like shit and since we now are no longer taking her shit, she is out for blood. She is cursing us and telling us to come back to the jay dubs and go out in service and turn in our time, and until we do that we will be miserable. She fails to see that we are HAPPY and that she is the one making us miserable.
For clarification sake -
sister A - oldest
sister B - me
sister C - pregnant
sister D - homeless/jobless
She has now decided that D (she is 19) is the cause of all her misery and problems. My mother quickly kicked her out of the house. Sis A went and got D with a bag of clothes. Sis A can't afford another mouth to feed, they are having some desperate financial strain. I honestly can't afford to take her in either. We only have 1 vehicle and it seats 5, so it's full with just us. D is looking for a job, but has no money, no car...nothing and my parents haven't offered a cent to A to help pay for D.
My mother says that she will only do what her God Jehovah has told her to do....so her God has told her to kill herself, her god told her that her dad forced oral sex upon her, her God told her to treat her family like shit, her God told her to kick her 19yr old daughter out and not give a damn about her....and her God is now telling her to be a pioneer and to go and bring in the sheep. I am disgusted and pissed off.
I haven't talked to my mother in quite a while, I told her that she is out of my life until she gets some help and she follows through with what she is supposed to do. My mother is bipolar with schizophrenic tendencies. My whole life she has been ill. She was too depressed that she couldn't get out of bed, so as young as 5 I remember having to get my own food, do my own laundry, clean the house, do the dishes, mow the lawn. My dad did nothing but run the house with an iron fist, the whole time being good jay dubs, of course. My mother wouldn't get out of bed, so there were many days that she wouldn't drive us to school, we would have to walk. Then she would lie to us and tell us to start walking and that she would meet us on the way home...we would get home and she would just be sitting on the couch watching TV.
She chooses to continue to live this way and use it as an excuse to treat people like shit. As long as she is "sick" she can use it as a crutch to not have to face her reality...I hope it's worth it to her. She has lost all her children and her grandchildren....I am done with her and her "God".
